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| 12:19am 18/08/2004 |
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mood:  contemplative
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I wanted to begin this “journal” by stating facts about myself. I wanted to show the actual significance of the “nickname” that I am using in this website by letting you all know who I am, and my background. But… I shall write about that some other time. I will, instead, write about something that just occurred today.
My friend’s father just died this morning—I won’t give her name for that’s her own privacy. I, in fact, just came from the wake. She was in complete shock—still is, for that matter—for her father was young and so healthy. He died a natural death. I guess it’s true in this situation that it’s indeed hard to handle things unsaid to people who won’t hear from you anymore. It’s hard enough to deal with blaming oneself because of this given dilemma in life. It’s really hard to not know when the right time is; it’s especially harder when you find out that it’s too late.
What bothers me most in this circumstance is the fact that her family seemed so perfect. I am not implying to be blaming God in any way in this situation. But, I am just trying to suggest that my friend and her family do not deserve this. I guess I, myself, am too shocked at this point. He was remarkably healthy, and his children are too young to be left behind. I feel so sorry for his wife because she looked so miserable awhile ago. It just didn’t seem right at all.
It’s just an opinion, really. It just gets me thinking, that’s all. I’m sure he didn’t mean to leave them behind this early. I pray that their family gets through this—that my friend will be able to be strong and handle this well enough—and, that not any of them have a breakdown.
I’m confident that he’s in good hands at this very moment, and he will live eternally in the hearts of his family and friends. |
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